I don’t quite like rainy days. I got emo, without good reason. Lazing around, I have totally no mood to work. Though I have tones of editing work piling up on my desk, I feel like just doing stuff I love. But suddenly I found that I no longer have a hobby ever since I turned my hobby into my full time job! And so, I am empty now! 🙁 May be it is a good time to think of ‘another’ thing I would enjoy doing beside photography which is already my job now.
Somehow, rainy days did another effect on me. Rainy days always remind me of my little girl. May be that is because I got the most rainy days in life when I was expecting her. Life was not easy for me back then. But then, I have come this far… and I will go further I am sure, of coz, with my little girl. She is my little angel in life, ‘protecting’ me somehow. She is the one that reminds me to stay strong always, no matter what happen in our lives. I am so blessed with such an understanding girl, still remember that there was once a rainy day that I got emo and could not hold my tears and cried in front of my little 3 year-old girl. Believing that she did not understand at all why was I tearing, I was totally surprised when she came with a tissue paper and helped me wipe my tears off. That’s just my little girl. Am not a good mother, must I admit, but she is definitely a good daughter. Seeing her grow up everyday, is one of the things I enjoy doing. Oh… may be I can consider that as my new hobby? 😛